I had to leave all my brothers in west palm beach…man.
I never thought I’d have as much support from my friends while living here. I hate that I feel like such a burden to them sometimes. This experience so far has helped me come out of a comfort zone I was stuck in. I’m starting to hate life but I guess that’s where the life challenge comes. It seems like the only thing I can really do is remind myself that there are people who got my back and that if it doesn’t kill me, I can go home and get high afterwards.
1:45:19 AM) halfmilkman: damn
(1:45:21 AM) halfmilkman: you weren’t lying
(1:45:26 AM) halfmilkman: you really just wrote that?
(1:45:36 AM) okokshark: ya in like 4 secs
(1:45:40 AM) halfmilkman: damn
(1:45:42 AM) halfmilkman: SWAGG
(1:45:51 AM) okokshark: hahaha
(1:46:03 AM) halfmilkman: that was a sweet poem
(1:46:09 AM) halfmilkman: awuh
After today, I’m seriously considering leaving Florida as soon as I can. I’ve lived in Miami for as long as I can remember, and I love this city. It’s probably one of the top 5 cities in the USA. But as far as how the city is run, it’s a nightmare. Miami-Dade County and Florida have some of the strictest laws on some of the most minute things. But that’s not necessarily what I’m frustrated about. It’s how the state and county delegate things, and how they determine what’s important or not; citizen service is not important. Just to be brief, i was on hold with the Miami-Dade county Clerk of Courts for an hour, before I got through and the call was dropped. Needless to say, the information I was looking for was important, and I couldn’t get it, and i was just too discouraged to wait another hour before I got to talk to someone. The police officers show little to know compassion or sympathy. I tried asking one for help the other day, and he blatantly ignored me. It’s these types of things that make me wish I had never come down to the SOUTH in the first place. It’s nothing like this up north, I guarantee it.
Sometimes I wanna say some serious stuff that’s on my mind, but I’m just afraid that nobody will take me seriously. And that fucks me up. I am missing something right now.